Another day of my life passed last night
As always it started and ended with a fight
How do I tell others that I am not wrong?
It’s this house and the colony I should blame
As whenever I see it, my mind really (REALLY) pains
The sounds, the aura everything is negative and bad.
Please not anymore, enough I have had
Many of you people think –‘just complex, that’s it.
No ppl, It’s a very big thing for me
But I am sorry; I can explain only a bit
He says that I am not a prince
So my wishes won’t come true
Let me ask you one thing
Even you are not a prince born
Then why am I in a worse situation than you.
Yes, every nano second more and more hurts me
Loneliness is also lost now
As here, it also laughs at me.
Every single friend I have is richer than us
That’s why it hurts more
Let me explain it this way
In a race, a middle position doesn’t hurt much
But if you are the last one, it surely does.
Everyone I know has an accord or some other wheel
How do you know that with only this compact in family
How it feels?
You people made me enter this society
I didn’t ask for it
But here you can’ get away by paying only my fees
You need to give every bit of this (society).
Now don’t say leave it, that’s the solution
I am sorry, it’s not possible now
I can’t close my eyes and think that this society was an illusion.
How do I explain to this old man
What a crime he has done!! ??
You have spoiled a teenager’s life
And now you wish to leave and run
I tried, I tried, and I really tried
But I couldn’t win this battle and ultimately lost this fight
The more I suppressed, more of it came out
It was a vapour in the beginning
But now it’s a mature and a huge cloud (of complex)
Help me out god, Help me out
I am in pain for 5 long years
And it will continue for long
Coz I am not rich, that’s the bottom line, THAT’S WRONG!
My mind will blast, my mind really pains
And it will continue more and more
And they will be a day that ambulance will take me
Saying –now this person is insane!
I am surprised that something still makes me avoid drugs
But I don’t know I can handle it any longer
Coz everyday this mocking and complex s getting deeper and stronger.
Here now, I know it’s a weird end
But just one thing ,
Help me!
My mind is paining
and you are the only one who can blend
